Friday, March 11, 2011

Orderless

NC tomorrow...uncharted territory in traveling...seeing David for the first time since January...excited, nervous, ready to be there. Already mostly done packing (hours ahead of typical trip schedule).

Last day in the preschool today...fun, sad, tear less, hug-full. Now to gear up for 6 weeks of teaching 2nd grade...excited, HappySad that the end is getting nearer.

Future...falling into place...becoming concrete plans...exciting, nerve-wracking, I am ready for this, I'm not ready for this, can it just be here already?

Apologies...so hard to face weakness when it is your own, when it impacts another, when it causes conflicts. Conflicts strengthen, but at a momentary cost (but sometimes more). Harder when not taken, acknowledged. Take a deep breath, just do it. Say it straight, that it's not the topic but the chosen methods.

Life...take it one day at a time, one goal, one accomplishment, one question, one decision, one breath at time.

Bubbles...combine with children, laughter, and sunshine for best results.

~"Love is hard work, and sometimes hard work hurts." [author unknown]~





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