Wednesday, March 23, 2011

A Long Day

Swirling thoughts and emotions beyond what I can count with no time to count them anyway.

An out-of-control feeling

....paused by sitting outside (Starbucks patio) in the heat and sunshine, drinking tea, writing, releasing...

emerging again as I pull out lesson plans, notes, papers.

Maybe, just maybe, I want to hide behind this work and use it to avoid thinking about the other truths weighing on my mind.

"I'm a student teacher. I need to think about teaching things," I tell myself.

And tonight, that's fine by me.

2 comments:

Lisa Smith said...

Hands to work, hearts to God. I love you, m'dear.

Anonymous said...

I hear you.
And some times, all the other, weighing things need is to be forgotten for a bit and returned to later, when there is more light.

You're wonderful.