Hmmm.

The butterflies don't strike me like they used to. They aren't completely gone yet, but maybe they will be one day. I just can't decide if this is good or not. I don't know how I feel about it yet. It's the first time in over a year that they haven't been present.

~"I'm not trying to shut you out. I just don't understand it enough to let you in yet." [-One Tree Hill]~